Saturday, August 2, 2008

Wake up Exhausted

Once again, things are reduced to numbers around me. Or, more specifically, times. 

Yesterday, class ended at 5.30. I left school at 8.30. I got home at 10.oo. I stayed up all night working on Portfolio work and went to bed at 4.45. I got up at 7.18. I was at school again at 8.37.

And yet I am still functioning. Going to pull another semi-all-nighter tonite so that I can go into school tomorrow and print off my Design Tech. assignment due Tuesday (Monday's a holiday, thank God). But anyways. 

Yesterday, while I was working after class, I was going back and forth from the mac lab to the printer (basically from one end of the floor to the other). A lot of people had gone by that point (after all, it was Friday night, only losers stay late on Friday night, ahahaha...). I was the only person in that computer room, and when I went to the printer, the hall was completely empty as well, even of the security guard at the front desk. And I thought,

What if the world just ended, while I was working, and I just didn't notice? 

And then I thought, 

How typical of me.

I have been busy. Deadlines live up to their names. I still find things to amuse and inspire me so I have tactfully avoided going completely insane. Not that a little dose of insanity is bad. But I do worry; sometimes it seems I'm not that far off having violent mood swings that consist of breaking everything in sight. Like the computer in front of me while I'm completing an inane assignment that is a complete waste of my time, or my instructor's head when he/she asks me to complete an inane assignment that is a complete waste of my time. 

Today's amusement consisted of going to The Dark Knight. AMAZING. MOVIE. 
The Joker is my knew favorite psychopath. 

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